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Against the flow

Every time I think that I am being manipulated in some way, I tend to find the opposite direction.  See how that's going and if there's nothing supporting it, then that's the way I go. I can't find the missing piece, if I am going along with everyone else.  Mostly because they haven't found it, otherwise I would be going with them. No, I just don't like being thrown in with any group.  Democrat and Republican?  No, give me a decent 3rd party candidate which nobody thinks has a chance, and I put my support behind them. Why?  Well, mostly to piss off the ones who are in the group think of either this or you're a bad person.  You know them as the "I can't believe you voted for this person" or the "you better not have voted this way". And guess what?  I don't have any ground for them to complain.  But that's only one example. There's the passive aggressive manipulations, where someone asks, "Are you interestin...

Atheists

There's a problem with the word atheist.  Mostly because atheists fall into two categories. The first is the agnostics.  An agnostic doesn't believe in God, but then doesn't have any evidence to say otherwise.  They use the term atheist to explain it to others, but that's not really who they are. The agnostics are intelligent and considerate people, but they just don't have enough to go on to say one way or another.  They don't live by faith. Now the other is one that is totally against any idea of a super overseer type of being.  These atheists are more often than not, someone who has be spurned by the church, or suppressed by their schooling or parental upbringing.  These people are not rational, but they do lash out with their insinuation that their belief is correct. They aren't just atheists, they are anti-Christ. Let that sink in. You want to know where the anti-Christ is, you just need to look around for awhile, because they are there....

Just phoning it in.

Phoning it in, is a colloquial term for just going through the motions. Not putting any effort into something. Instead of taking care of it directly, you just do the minimal amount to satisfy whatever it is you are trying to do. So, when do you feel like giving up? It's when you realize how long it takes to do something, and wished it was done quicker. Except it doesn't. You know what you are supposed to do, and you do it regardless of whether you want to or not. It is you life on rails. The meaning of why you are here, flows through that moment. That moment is when you see your life on rails for the first time. Pattern implies reason, reason implies purpose. When you have to have an alarm to wake you up for the job that you have, and you basically do the same thing over and over driving in, doing a job, driving home. go to bed, repeat, repeat, repeat. You end up doing what you do, not because of whimsy, but because you are supposed to. ...

When will ascension/ the rapture happen?

Funny you should ask.  Because while I don't come out and say it in the book, I do give hints as to when. What did they tell me? Who is the book for? I can tell you that while I wrote it for me, it is not intended solely for my benefit.  I talk about something called the morphic field.  I describe situations where the morphic field has been activated. And my conclusion? Remember, you are doing what you are supposed to be doing.  Ascension/Rapture isn't some kind of idealized future, but something we were told in various ways that it will happen. You can't change your diet to make it happen.  Even though your diet will change. You don't need to have the sun flash you into ascension, because that means that ascension was never dependent on you. You don't need to do anything.  If you do something, it's because you are supposed to do it. If there is anything you should do, it's to be observant.  Not just the world around you, but yourse...

Why me?

I am utterly terrified and awe-struck at the nature of my NDE encounter. Here is a being, who most likely created all existence, or at least the figurehead of the existence I am currently living in.  Then out of nowhere, I have a near fatal yellowjacket allergy and attacked by those yellowjackets, just so they "could damage my brain a bit". I ponder sometimes why life has gone the way it has.  I have numerous odd problems, whether it is the scoliosis, or the fibromyalgia, I would not say that I have been enjoying life to its fullest.  If anything, it seems like every motion, every decision, or every waking moment, is one of difficulty. If this was a game, it seems like someone set the level of difficulty to expert, or even higher if there is such a setting.  I am the person least likely to command or even assemble a considerable group.  Half of that is due to my personal issues, while the other half seems like someone forgot to give me any charisma. I am...

Has America gone insane?

Whether it is the new green deal with it's ideas and a lack of how to achieve them, or the ongoing craziness surrounding the president, you have probably noticed things are looking rather bizarre lately.  It's just like how the news this morning mentioned Elsagate. I guess you never knew what it is like to actually wake up.  Because here's what happens. You live in a dream world.  Everything is either perfect or bizarre, depending on how you sleep.  When you awaken, all of the pains and frustrations come back like some kind of un-killable infestation.  Then you look around and just notice how everything just looks like its no longer part of the dream.  This is the real world. Except it is not.  Reality is a dream as well, and when you wake up from that, the gravity of what you are experiencing is about as fantastical as the dream world you just came from. Things start to look more and more ridiculous in the dream state.  That is a part of ...

This book is important, why.

So, here's the thing that goes on as a result of the book. It is awakening. It really is about awakening!  So, when you learn exactly why you are here.  What it does is puts you into an awakening state.  Now you know.  Next your world starts to look like someone's playing a joke on you.  And it is.  It is getting your attention. Those things are there for a reason! Notice them yet? I suppose the energy is enough to get you to awaken, but this is the next level.  My friend Angel, asked me if it contains an attunement.  In Reiki, the transfer of information, is done energetically.  The process of doing that is called an attunement.  In referring to whether the book is an attunement, the answer is yes. Technically, any transfer of useful information would be considered an attunement.  Since it is energy that is creating all things.  So the information was sent into the physical energy and then returned to the energ...