A Book Called Why

Funny you should ask.  Because while I don't come out and say it in the book, I do give hints as to when. What did they tell me? Who is the book for? I can tell you that while I wrote it for me, it is not intended solely for my benefit.  I talk about something called the morphic field.  I describe situations where the morphic field has been activated. And my conclusion? Remember, you are doing what you are supposed to be doing.  Ascension/Rapture isn't some kind of idealized future, but something we were told in various ways that it will happen. You can't change your diet to make it happen.  Even though your diet will change. You don't need to have the sun flash you into ascension, because that means that ascension was never dependent on you. You don't need to do anything.  If you do something, it's because you are supposed to do it. If there is anything you should do, it's to be observant.  Not just the world around you, but yourse...

I am utterly terrified and awe-struck at the nature of my NDE encounter. Here is a being, who most likely created all existence, or at least the figurehead of the existence I am currently living in.  Then out of nowhere, I have a near fatal yellowjacket allergy and attacked by those yellowjackets, just so they "could damage my brain a bit". I ponder sometimes why life has gone the way it has.  I have numerous odd problems, whether it is the scoliosis, or the fibromyalgia, I would not say that I have been enjoying life to its fullest.  If anything, it seems like every motion, every decision, or every waking moment, is one of difficulty. If this was a game, it seems like someone set the level of difficulty to expert, or even higher if there is such a setting.  I am the person least likely to command or even assemble a considerable group.  Half of that is due to my personal issues, while the other half seems like someone forgot to give me any charisma. I am...