This book is a bit scary
Okay let's work some logic here.
Fact: I was stung by yellow-jackets
Fact: I did experience anaphylactic shock
Fact: I never knew before that moment, I was allergic to yellow-jackets and bees.
Speculative Fact: I did have a Near Death Experience (NDE)
It all falls on this speculative fact about having a NDE. Either it did happen or it didn't. Regardless of whether it did or did not happen, most of the material is how I have been perceiving reality anyway. I guess I needed to be prodded into writing it down.
The part that is scary is if the NDE was real.
So if you read the book, you know what I experienced, what I saw, and what was told to me. It's the obvious conclusions that can be reached.
So far, the only thing that change in my life is a greater respect for things. I still work the same job I have been for over a decade now. It shows no sign of slowing or changing.
I am not charismatic as one would need to be in order to have enough friends to get the message of the book out. I think I can count on one hand my closest friends right now, with the other hand covering everyone else I currently know and interact with, that isn't family.
If this book is so important, something has to happen that causes it to become mainstream. I don't know what that is, or the how and when. If the NDE is real, then this would have to happen. Otherwise that seems like an awfully intrusive imposition on me to write something just for myself.
It just seems so convoluted to say that someone in heaven needed me to briefly die, so they could tell you about what is in this book. Then they said they would take it from there. There, obviously being the completion of writing the book. That is the part that is scary.
What did they mean they would "take care of it??
What was so important that I had to write this book?
What am I supposed to do in the meantime?
I actually tried contacting the library and reaching out to others for their interest, but I don't think the book has sold a single copy since the beginning of this year. Obviously, I am not good at selling this book.
And if you like strange coincidences, 369 keeps coming up in my life. The book was fully published with all of the errors and such (which I am not going to change), on December 6, 2018 (or 12-6-18). If you reduce the month 12 to a single digit by adding them together, you get 3, then the 6, and then if you take the last two digits of the year and add them together, then you get 9. The 3-6-9 shows itself again! And will something be happening on March 6, 2019 (3-6-19)?
I'll tell you what I am going to do. I am just going to keep posting entries here and maybe work on another book. I can only do what I know that I am able to do.
Fact: I was stung by yellow-jackets
Fact: I did experience anaphylactic shock
Fact: I never knew before that moment, I was allergic to yellow-jackets and bees.
Speculative Fact: I did have a Near Death Experience (NDE)
It all falls on this speculative fact about having a NDE. Either it did happen or it didn't. Regardless of whether it did or did not happen, most of the material is how I have been perceiving reality anyway. I guess I needed to be prodded into writing it down.
The part that is scary is if the NDE was real.
So if you read the book, you know what I experienced, what I saw, and what was told to me. It's the obvious conclusions that can be reached.
- First is that if heaven wants to speak to you in person, they will cause an accident like this to happen. Yes, they will slightly kill you to send a message.
- Second is that apparently this book is important to them, and that I write it. Did you read it yet? Does it seem like an important book?
- Third is that if it is really that important, then my role following the release of the book would change what I do for a living going forward.
So far, the only thing that change in my life is a greater respect for things. I still work the same job I have been for over a decade now. It shows no sign of slowing or changing.
I am not charismatic as one would need to be in order to have enough friends to get the message of the book out. I think I can count on one hand my closest friends right now, with the other hand covering everyone else I currently know and interact with, that isn't family.
If this book is so important, something has to happen that causes it to become mainstream. I don't know what that is, or the how and when. If the NDE is real, then this would have to happen. Otherwise that seems like an awfully intrusive imposition on me to write something just for myself.
It just seems so convoluted to say that someone in heaven needed me to briefly die, so they could tell you about what is in this book. Then they said they would take it from there. There, obviously being the completion of writing the book. That is the part that is scary.
What did they mean they would "take care of it??
What was so important that I had to write this book?
What am I supposed to do in the meantime?
I actually tried contacting the library and reaching out to others for their interest, but I don't think the book has sold a single copy since the beginning of this year. Obviously, I am not good at selling this book.
And if you like strange coincidences, 369 keeps coming up in my life. The book was fully published with all of the errors and such (which I am not going to change), on December 6, 2018 (or 12-6-18). If you reduce the month 12 to a single digit by adding them together, you get 3, then the 6, and then if you take the last two digits of the year and add them together, then you get 9. The 3-6-9 shows itself again! And will something be happening on March 6, 2019 (3-6-19)?
I'll tell you what I am going to do. I am just going to keep posting entries here and maybe work on another book. I can only do what I know that I am able to do.
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